Exhaustion and the Wandering mind that Ensues.

Living in France he liked to dance when he couldn’t prance or if he forgot his pants.

Life is too hard. For many, art is a vehicle of strength to get through life. Some dwell in the dark facets of the mind and use it as a tool release anger, while others use artistic expression as means of escape from reality.

This assignment is proving to be difficult for me.
especially with i or k

The Hover of Neglected Academia Above my Tired Brain

“People grow old only by deserting their ideals, Macarthur had written. Years may wrinkle the skin, but to give up interest wrinkles the soul. You are as young as your faith, as old as your doubt; as young as your self-confidence, as old as your fear; as young as your hope as old as your despair. In the central place of every heart there is a recording chamber. So long as it receives messages of beauty, hope, cheer and courage, so long are you young. When your heart is covered with the snows of pessimism and the ice of cynicism, then, and then only, are you grown old. And then, indeed as the ballad says, you just fade away.” Douglas MacArthur.

Sp many things i want to talk about. I have three assignmnents to do and then i'll have five minutes of freedom before the next task is handed out.

I come to think that assignment slowly grow to depend on me. I have difficulty sleeping have given birth to them, feeling as though I am neglecting their needs for growth. I think about various assignments ALL the time and although I love the feeling of their completion I have to sacrifice one of my other loves when I commit to them.

I need to write SO much more but for now I have to get this done.
I need to finish them. Pour all my thoughts onto a word document and try to fill the criteria of teachers.

One day I'll get the freedom for which I've so been longing. I'll be selfish and inefficient and timeless and free.